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Toddler

by Tuesday X

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1.
I'm driving on the interstate And I'm running out of gas We're speeding up consistently We'll still be late for class I'm crazy you can't drive On one brief hour of sleep Silently I'm waiting For the end to come to me You look so happy When you're with me
2.
Eggshells 03:44
Getting closer every day to my final destination And I'm out of things to say, another wordless conversation But these people will never see these thoughts that flow through my head And they'll never understand when I say, "Today, I'd rather I be dead." And I'm so tired of saying sorry I'm having trouble finding out what I'm even sorry for You'll try to ask, but I don't know I say I'm sorry for your pain, but that won't make it go away I say I'm sorry because I love you, but I'm insane I say I'm sorry and I love you, but you think that I'm insane She says I'm crazy! Well maybe I am! I don't know, but I'm not acting! No one can save me! Arms are tired! Reaching out! It's so hard, so I never bother asking And I could word things so poetic, exactly as you like Here I'm running out of steam Out of steam and out of time Have you tried waking up? It's harder getting out of bed But not as hard as dealing with all of those truthful things you said
3.
La La La 03:26
I hate myself and I don't know why It's a case you won't understand I can't explain I'll be gone before you know I feel sympathetic eyes on me Feel my loneliness stolen from me Carry on I'm just a poorish boy for sale Give me shelter in your closured home By sunrise you'll see I'm gone
4.
I thought about it again but I'm not really prepared to just talk it out Was it something I said? I don't care to know, I just walk it off Missing all my friends They call it growing up, I call it moving on It was something I said I didn't really know, so I walk it off What're you banking on this time? Don't come running, There's no chance of coming back now While your jaw is falling off Make no mistakes, I don't feel sorry for your problem Make the same mistakes, call it another day I might never change, so don't wait it out Picking up our clothes off of the floor She's never coming back, I can't walk it off
5.
You never left the back of my brain Growing like a weed in the garden of my inner brain And you make me remember That this feeling inside of my chest never died It's getting harder to sleep while you're still on my mind Blocking memories and traumatizing words that you said It's so comforting! A kakistocracy! And after all this time I find it hard to believe that I'm still on your mind And your Richard Dawkins book is resting in your hands And I'm amazed that you kept all those memories The lyric sheet! The music box! The bear that I gave you! Stumbling on words I never understood Taking the time to thank those who wear Their hearts on their sleeves like a soldier in battle Have you had much sleep? Take a drag from your bottle Do you miss me yet? Or do you miss this affection? Your cough syrups run out, all that's left is withdrawal! I felt insane, but now I'm growing up Making friends that were once enemies And enemies that were once friends Count my blessings we don't even reside in the same state And as a matter of fact, I was thinking of moving again And I miss the way I felt, but I don't miss you
6.
Pick me up when I've fallen to the floor I can smell your cherry cough drops in the hall As you're waiting by the door Who could ask for more? Who could ask for more of anything? Centuries have passed and you haven't aged a day You should recall what I last said I don't remember who I called last night But my inbox is full, and it's full of Angry messages Word got around. I could say, But I don't know Telling the whole town! You asked me, But I don't know! Pick me up when I have fallen to the floor I can smell your cherry cough drops But you weren't at the door Like a toddler learning how and why all these social cues and actions never follow in my line
7.
Winona Ryder 03:56
Hey there, how do you feel today? Mom and dad had another fight again I know you're sad And honestly it makes me mad flash your pretty smile here my way Here comes autumn, winter, spring When it's colder, which blanket should I bring? Ohh come on closer Your eyes keep on singing Whispering my name Ohh let me help you No one else would bother But I'm not the same Summer evening on the porch June rain is short but brings out all the life See the children catching on Please don't break my heart, I can't forget what you've said
8.
Stuck inside my head I'm feeling down Writing down my thoughts so that my feet stay on the ground Living day to day the morning light seems dull Up all night I'm wide awake Sixteen years is way too long to be depressed Sleep til noon and find no reasons to get dressed Sixteen years, sixteen lonely lonely years No one asked what laid the basis for my fears And it helps, but you've gotta be willing to try I'm glad I have insurance 'Cause I need someone to talk to Therapy helps! But you've gotta be willing to try And days go by, I wonder when am I to die?
9.
He won't go far As long as someone stays to watch your car 'Cause his leg is gone He's learned his lesson And he shows his love by standing on your heart He's old enough Been through enough And he waits for me at home Now it's alright Because of you I run myself in circles chasing you The things you do to keep me on my toes it's something new And it's true 'Cause every night you take up half my bed

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Tuesday X's Sophomore Full Length Release

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released December 3, 2017

Tuesday X is:

Seth Babbitt- Vocals, instrumentation, production, composition

All music written and performed by Seth Babbitt
(Tracks 3 and 7 music written by Seth Babbitt, Cordell Buerkle, and Evan Steinley)

Recorded October-November 2017 at the Cabin, Williston, ND; "La La La" recorded August 2017
Mastered by Radio Ready PR in Los Angeles, CA

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