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lyrics
I've been wondering for a while
When did people get so terrifying?
The beating heart beneath my chest
pumps so strong I feel it in my ears
How do I conquer all my fears?
I'm done trying to pretend
I just want to comprehend
Understanding who I am
I want to be a better man
It's just me
I'm always trapped inside my head
I can't release
I'm holding on to all these fears
It's all I have
And yeah, I'm sad
It's not a burden you can bear
I'm just used to people feigning care
then leave me with the bad thoughts on my mind
But I'm doing fine
It all takes time
Just don't leave me with the bad thoughts on my mind
Behind the mask
I hide my feelings and in fact
I track it all through songs and poems
keep it vague so you won't know that it's that bad
And I'm still sad
I'm still used to people feigning care
then leave me with the bad thoughts on my mind
credits
released August 3, 2021
Written, Performed, Arranged, and Produced by Tuesday X
Ross J. Farrar of Ceremony creates dubby outside punk evoking the minimalism of Young Marble Giants on his second solo record. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 27, 2024